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Thank You
I want to thank you for making me want to be a better person. You were my first love and I don’t see myself with anyone else, not happily at least. But what you have left me with was the desire to be the best at what I can and know to do and I don’t think that just anyone else can do that. I’ll always remember you and I’m sure you will as well. In infamy or in love, I know we’ll always remember each other. I know saying this directly won’t do much. I’m not in pain and I wish the same for you. I write on this on the train ride home and I intend to make this my final post, on this account at least. I hope you’re happy with the decisions you make and I mean that wholeheartedly whether you choose to believe it or not.
Always loving you and thinking of you,
-Eduardo Federico Bustos
*I intended to make this a post, then to e-mail it, then stuck with making it a post because I respect you and I don’t want to forcibly make you read something you wouldn’t want to since I assume reading this here, you are reading it by choice. Thinking back, I do deserve all the things you said about me on your posts and for making you feel that way, I am genuinely sorry. If I could take it back I would’ve been respectful and happy for you and not made the decisions I’ve made. I am stuck in loneliness.. but it is this very loneliness that is making me think so positive. I have to embrace it the way my heart embraced you when we met. This is not some bullshit, sorry ass excuse for me wanting to get back with you. I mean everything I write and think what you will, but I do mean it all. I am glad you made the mistakes you made with me because you’ll learn from them and maybe some day some lucky guy or girl is going to get the full Jess.. And for them I will be jealous, but for you I will be happy.
Take care of yourself okay. Hope this finds it’s way to you.
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